For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out "Abba, Father" The Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs-heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him, that we may also be glorified together. (Romans

8: 14-17)

I would like to share with you a testimony as to how this website came to be. In the late nineties I was in a place of desperate need for answers that I didn't seem to find anywhere. I felt hurt and empty. In Christian circles people seemed happy on the outside but often it was just a façade! For God to take me deeper into His heart my walls and inhibitions had to come down. I had no idea how to get rid of them. I felt bound up although I was coming out of a great move of God. I no longer enjoyed being home with my family and church didn’t feel real. So in other words I didn't feel comfortable anywhere. I had developed a real intimate relationship with the Lord but now it seemed that there was a distance between us that made my prayer times very dry, sometimes I felt like I was talking to myself! Where could I go for help?

Many people have had very difficult relationships with their earthly fathers and consequently have been very apprehensive about getting to know God the Father in a personal way. Sometimes even the word father makes them cringe! I had a very distant relationship with my own father and it took me perhaps longer than most people to get to know God as a personal and loving Father. It was a slow process, but what a wonderful gift! Whenever I go through trials now I can meet Him in that vulnerable, weak place knowing I am safe and His loving arms are always available to comfort me. Because I had practically no experience of a father holding me, it was very difficult for me to ever place myself in this position of receiving from Him.

A friend whom I used to minister with in the late nineties found some audio tapes by Jack Frost. When I heard his teaching on prayer and fasting - the best one I have ever heard - I wanted to hear more. A few months later we attended one of his conferences. It changed our lives forever. I felt the unconditional Love of the Father in such a tangible way there, that for the first time in my life I felt no fear. People were so kind, real and loving that I was able to open up my heart and release pain and hurts that I had bottled up inside for years - thanks to the SPM wonderful ministry team. I felt at home and safe around Father's love.

I found that what kept me from finding intimacy with God were bitterness, resentments and unforgiveness. It took years to heal all the hurts and pain and I am still in the process! I stayed in touch with Jack & Trisha Frost and their ministry by going to conferences they offered which soon led me to meet James & Denise Jordan from Father Heart Ministries. My heart was captured by their stories and the way they called our Heavenly Father "Father"- He was their personal Dad, so intimate and simple. Since then David, my husband and I have become good friends with them all. They all have loved us unconditionally during very tough emotional times; always making us feel safe and understood.  We will be forever grateful for their love and faithfulness. All this is not to give them glory but to boast about what Father has done in them and through them.

It is because of all these saints that have been my teachers and friends that this website has taken shape. Father has orchestrated a wonderful family and we now are connected with people all over the world. This website is here to help you discover what Father is doing with and through His children all across the world. A Newsletter is published via the internet every month which started in 2003 called Father Heart Unlimited Newsletter.

I pray this site will help draw you closer to a loving Father who wants to be totally involved in your daily lives. He is the Father you have been searching for your whole life. Jack Frost said: "When I am striving it is difficult to find love but when I am at rest love finds me." Until we get to a place of peace with Father, we will find no rest!